Posted by You chose soup over a woman?
It was a blog. And it wasn’t about getting her, it was about not getting her.
I’m very glad I thought about this again. There was nothing there and I sure don’t want to talk about her ex-husband.
“You don’t know what high-priced lawyers do all day. Sit around and look for things. Because I left him.”
Condescending. Wrong. Selfish. Why would anyone put up with that?
One reason is she is so much like me. OMG it was an infatuation and I think it has worked the other way around too.
Another reason is I really didn’t want to go through it again until, maybe, a time in the future. That grace period is close to over and I probably wouldn’t read it (am email) anyway.
I’d rather, still, write it here. That reason includes that there is a post here I’d feel better about if I resurrect it. Found it, Nostalgia, 7/31/16.
The final reason is I just didn’t realize she was that pathetic beaten-down. 1) inability to love. 2) you need to take responsibility for, and solve, your problems.
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Well.
That was weird.
Pretty terrible and it doesn’t really say anything; just says I took a lot of time to write it down. But the first three snippets, I was outdone.
How does actually spending time together change that?
We did. It doesn’t.
But that’s still my favorite part, the beginning.
Yes, I’m really glad I revisited this. I knew why I dressed=down, didn’t get a haircut, and never really took it seriously. I just had to remind myself. I did write “And now I really want to meet you” but it wasn’t for the reasons you’d think.