“She didn’t want to and she didn’t know what to do.”

Are you sure.

“She wanted to and she didn’t know what to do.”

Do something?

“She didn’t want to.  For some reason she couldn’t.  At least anything productive, or meaningful.”

“And eventually neither did I because every time I got near I got hurt.”

Good things, good times?

“I was always visiting and usually made to feel uncomfortable.  No.”

So you’re not one to worship the dead.

“I’d rather do it when someone is alive.”

Alive meaning…

“Yes.”

 

Mean.  No conscience.  Rare.